Today I've died

Today I've died.
I've let myself fall and lay on the ground for the last time.
I say goodbye to the girl that brakes eye contact first,
The girl that is too shy to live.
I've killed the numbness from my body,
And I've drugged my past.
It no longer keeps me drained
In memory lane.
I've slaughtered my stupidity and my naivety.
I've washed the scars from my heart
And the tears from my cheeks.
The tremor of my voice is gone.
Today I've died,
Tomorrow a new ME will resurrect.
I say goodbye for ever to that girl.
I never want to see you again, to feel what you felt,
The sadness and the guilt that is buried in your soul.
You are from today on, gone.
You are weak.
Now let me born again.
Let me be strong.